[ 61st Chapter [19] ]
The dinner Hayang meticulously prepared was luxurious. It wasn’t that the dishes were so high-end they could only be found in a fancy restaurant; rather, it was the variety of dishes on the table that made it seem lavish.
Although I was briefly moved by the luxury that a single man living alone might find hard to enjoy, the time came after the problematic meal.
“……”
Hayang sat on the sofa, saying nothing, and despite realizing long ago that it was time for me to go home, I couldn’t bring myself to say it.
Should I say I missed my chance? Now didn’t seem like the right time to leave.
But as an unfamiliar man spending a long time in a woman’s house alone, I couldn’t help but observe her mood.
“Want anything else to eat?”
“No, nothing specific comes to mind.”
“Really?”
It was harder than expected to ask her if there was anything I wanted to say, given that she clearly didn’t want me to leave. If we had met eyes and talked normally, I would have just asked.
But when faced with a situation where no clear topic was presented and no conversation was happening, it’s difficult to start talking first. Moreover, seeing her actions as intentional, it felt like I needed to guess rather than ask.
“Want something to drink?”
“Yeah.”
She got up from the sofa and headed to the kitchen. I heard the sound of the refrigerator door opening and closing, and the sound of cups being taken out. During this time, I tried to figure out her intentions.
To be honest, I did have a sense of what Hayang’s intentions were. But honestly, it felt like empty flattery and drinking kimchi soup alone, so I avoided thinking about it. Still, I ultimately concluded that she liked me.
If she didn’t, I’d have kicked the blanket thousands of times while sleeping over the past few days, but judging by the atmosphere and her current reaction, not noticing would be foolish.
The problem is that it’s awkward to talk about this.
If I asked “Do you like me?” and got an “No,” I definitely wouldn’t be able to look up.
Even if she answered “Yes,” I wouldn’t know how to proceed next.
Date her? Even though I’m open to dating multiple women, knowing about Yubin and the unclear relationship with Yura, it’s clear that meeting her isn’t wise.
Moreover, since I’m hiding my identity and relationships with others, the number of people whose identities I need to hide increases.
Every time I meet HunterKiller members, developing relationships makes me unsure of what to do later. That’s why I’ve been delaying reporting on the surveillance results.
I feel uneasy about discussing them as enemies to headquarters. As a member of Spacystro, I know I shouldn’t think this way, but sometimes emotions take precedence over reason, and currently, my feelings about them outweigh my rational thoughts.
Thinking about reporting my interactions with Yubin and Yura to headquarters and the impact it would have on them makes one part of me ache.
Green is the same. Although our relationship hasn’t developed much, it feels wrong to report on her to headquarters.
If Hayang doesn’t reveal her feelings here, perhaps it’s best to let things pass? Even if she does, maybe it’s better to reject her coldly in the long run?
That’s nonsense. Even if it’s by chance, I can’t just help her based on my own will and then act like I don’t know about her feelings. How would that help Hayang’s future?
Lost in thought, Hayang placed an orange juice-filled mug on the coffee table in front of the sofa. When she looked up, our eyes met.
Freshly out of the world, I don’t want to see her in pain.
Honestly, during the past two days, wandering around furniture stores and electronics shops with Hayang, I felt a certain freshness as a man, which isn’t a lie. I was part of that situation, and I genuinely enjoyed that moment.
Did she feel the same way?
How should I organize the feelings I have for her?
Seeing her eyes trembling as we stared at each other, I realized now was the time to settle my mindset, not my emotions.
With Yubin, Yura, and now Hayang involved, the future of my relationships with three women doesn’t look bright.
But I won’t ignore it. I hate pretending I don’t know and letting others decide the consequences of my actions. And I realized that I was about to give Hayang the power to make decisions when she held me back and didn’t bring up the topic clearly.
I know Earth is not accustomed to polygamy, and if I continue to hide my relationships with three women like this, something big will happen, and I’ll face the consequences. But I must take responsibility for my actions.
Looking at the trembling eyes of Hayang, I cautiously began speaking.
“If.”
The moment the first word left my lips, I felt tense. Hayang also jumped slightly, focusing on my words. Although I chose to speak, stepping into a heavy responsibility voluntarily made me nervous.
“If this continues, I might go home
If I don’t go, there will surely be tough times ahead for me.”
“…….”
She had no answer to my words. Hayang would probably know that her emotions were revealed to me. She was showing as much as I was visibly nervous, and she could see my tense expression.
“Still, if you’re okay with it, can we meet?”
The important thing is not to choose the emotion, but to choose how to think about that emotion and how to approach the person who makes you feel that emotion.
Let’s accept things as they are. And even if we face a miserable end in the future, let’s accept it.
My enemy is the Earth Defense Union, not them. So let’s not create a situation where they suffer because of me right away.
“Huh?”
Hayang, pretending to be surprised, gave a response that was more of a question than an answer, one whose intent I couldn’t clearly discern. Could it be that I misunderstood? I looked away, thinking maybe I did.
“Are you really okay with it?”
Raising my gaze from her trembling voice, I looked back at Hayang. Her eyes were filled with mixed emotions.
“I tried to give up, though.”
I silently watched her start telling her story without answering.
“I held on by thinking I’d indulge once, but then I thought it wouldn’t be right to make you suffer because of my desires… so I tried to give up. But do you really think we can keep meeting?”
Though expressed through the word ‘meeting,’ we both understood the meaning behind it.
Hayang had decided to step out of her home and live on her own, after being confined for so long. But now, the idea that she could direct her desires towards someone else doesn’t seem possible.
As I thought, she was afraid to express her feelings as her desires towards me and tried to give up on pouring her heart out to me. And in that moment, I conveyed my feelings to her.
“Yeah.”
Even as I answered with a smile, I wondered if it was necessary to go so far as to give up. The answer to that thought didn’t take long.
“Thank goodness. I thought we might never meet again.”
I could somewhat understand Hayang’s feeling of relief as she spoke, resigning herself to the thought.
Our relationship wasn’t clear. While Yura and I may not have a clear relationship either, we share a near-lover’s affection for each other.
In a state where neither of us knew each other’s thoughts, even though I mentioned occasionally visiting when signing the house contract, Hayang probably didn’t feel certain.
After leaving home and living alone, she likely felt there was no reason for me to meet her anymore. Thus, she must have felt today would be the last chance, thinking this would be the final opportunity. That’s why her eyes trembled.
While I don’t know what situation will come later, having made a decision and resolved my thoughts, I felt a sense of clarity in my mind.
Just as I reached for the mug she handed me, I stood up without grabbing it and kissed her. It was a light kiss, and Hayang seemed surprised, looking at me.
Then her expression brightened, and she put down her mug on the table and leaned into my embrace. With a sudden force, I fell back onto the sofa, and she nestled happily in my arms.
“Thank you. For confessing to me.”
Smiling sincerely, I stroked her head.
“I thought I had to if I didn’t. But the part about it being difficult is true too.”
This referred to the challenges as lovers, but also included the difficulties as a Spacystro and HunterKiller, something only I knew.
But Hayang seemed fine with it, burying her face in my chest for a while before sitting up and pulling me closer to her chest.
Through her thin T-shirt, I could feel her soft breasts.
“Isn’t it hot?”
“It’s fine. The air conditioner is on.”
My hand naturally moved to her waist, and I pulled her closer, pressing our bodies together.
“Stay over tonight.”
It was unclear whether this was intended as a passionate encounter or not, but my body, having only known such experiences, lifted its head, and I needed to understand the intention. Perhaps Hayang didn’t mean it that way, and I shouldn’t jump to conclusions. Why would she say such a thing if it didn’t carry that intention?
“Okay.”
Aligning our gazes, I kissed her again. This kiss was a bit more lingering than the previous light one.
As the kiss deepened, my hand cautiously explored her chest, and when our lips parted, her face flushed as she spoke hesitantly.
“Wouldn’t it be better in the bedroom?”
Every room has its purpose. On a day like today, in this atmosphere, the bedroom would be appropriate for sex. I nodded and got up from the sofa, lifting her up as she tried to stand.
“!!”
Unable to make a sound, she stared at me with wide eyes, and I carried her to the bedroom.
Laying her on the bed covered with blue sheets, I got up and took off my shirt. Despite the sudden boldness in my actions, she couldn’t hide her surprise, but she accepted the situation and carefully removed her T-shirt.
I admired the volume of her large breasts encased in white lingerie, and noticing my gaze, Hayang blushed and slowly removed her lingerie, revealing her beautiful chest.
“How pretty.”
“Aah!”
Holding her close, I gently massaged her chest, not roughly or painfully, but softly, and then sucked on her cute pink nipples.
“Haaang, ah, aaah…”
She moaned, feeling both ticklish and stimulated, and I continued massaging her chest, responding to her instinctive sounds.
Her large breasts were softly kneaded as I continued sucking on her nipples.
“Huuuuh.”
Suddenly, something entered my mouth, and I stopped sucking on her nipple. There was white breast milk on Hayang’s large breasts, and I looked at her in surprise.
“Th, this?”
I wondered if she had a complex relationship beyond what I could imagine, but Hayang shook her head, desperately denying it.
“No, it’s just my body type… it started in high school.
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Her figure as she felt pleasure while moaning was visible. Each time he thrust deeply, her chest softly trembled, and when stimulated, her large breasts shook greatly.
White breast milk had gathered on the nipples that she had been vigorously sucking just moments ago; as the stimulation increased, it flowed down from her ample bosom.
“Pity.”
Bending slightly, he bit and sucked on the nipple at the end of the trembling chest.
“Hieeet, Ahng! Ahahng! Now, now… If you suck like that right there, Hyaeng!”
Her legs wrapped around his waist, and the hand tightly gripping him pulled his head closer as he sucked on her nipple. Feeling more comfortable with his hands free, he continued thrusting while fondling her breasts, and Hayang kept moaning from the much greater stimulation than she had anticipated.
“Aaah, Aaah, Ahahng! Hyaahng! Darling. Just a little slower… slowly! Ahahng!!”
The vaginal walls gripped the penis tightly, and he could feel more milk flowing from the nipple into his mouth. Milk also trickled from the breast he had been only massaging, and after letting go, he took both nipples into his mouth.
“Hieet, Eot, Haahng, Ahahng!”
Thanks to her large breasts, there was no discomfort in gathering both nipples in the middle. Even after experiencing an orgasm, the continuous stimulation prevented Hayang from stopping her body from trembling in pleasure.
As she felt waves of stimulation leading to an orgasm, she asked him to slow down. After reaching her peak, she fed him her breast milk while holding him tightly, her moans echoing. He stopped thrusting momentarily and massaged her breasts, tasting the milk entering his mouth.
The milk entered his mouth more than he expected. Could this be because she is a hyper-human? Although he wasn’t sure how much milk was actually coming out, he felt confident that she could provide plenty more.
“…Darling.”
He looked at her with heavy breathing.
After the lingering pleasure of the climax, her breath was rough, and her slightly moist eyes gazed at him.
“Shall we take a break?”
“No, I’m fine.”
But despite showing no signs of strain, Hayang smiled at him, and he returned the smile.
“Then let’s move slowly for now.”
“Okay. Huf, Ahng, Ahahng…!”
Slightly ahead of her response, he moved his waist slowly again. To accommodate her unfamiliarity with rough movements, he controlled his desire to make her feel as good as possible.
The previous quick movements were gone, and he repeated the slow, gentle thrusts, causing her uterus to be gently pressed by his glans each time, making Hayang shiver in pleasure.
“How is it? Inside you. It squeezes every time I enter.”
“Guh, Eot, Ahht, Haahng, Ahahng…. Good. Heeet, Haaahng!”
As he spoke, he pushed deeper, pressing hard against her cervix. This time, he deliberately pressed harder against her cervix, eliciting a loud, passionate moan from Hayang.
“Can you tell me how good it feels?”
“Heut, Every time it touches inside, my body shakes. I feel so good every time you move…”
Seeing her earnestly answering despite blushing, he wanted to give her even more stimulating pleasure.
“Then I’ll speed up a little.”
“Eh?! Heeit!”
He thrust deeply, and the already aroused Hayang let out a loud moan as she slightly lifted her hips.
“I’ll make sure you’re not scared, so trust me.”
Feeling her reaction during the back-and-forth motion, he realized that Hayang was not experiencing intense stimulation as pain but was somewhat afraid of unknown sensations. Knowing that there could be even more pleasurable sensations beyond this, he started to increase his speed.
“Haaahng, Ahahng, Uh, Ahahng… Darling…. Too strong, Heung, Uh, Ahahahng!”
As the wet, lubricated vagina began rubbing erotically, creating a lewd sound, he held her tightly and continued thrusting.
Completely embraced by him, unable to avoid the pleasure, Hayang moaned in a lascivious voice, her body trembling from the sensation transmitted to the tip of her head.
“I could go even stronger.”
Although he hadn’t reached his maximum speed yet, Hayang was visibly shocked by the possibility of going even stronger. However, feeling the vaginal walls tighten, she showed a hint of curiosity about greater pleasure.
Knowing that she felt this way, he reduced the speed and moved his waist slowly again.
“Heet?! Why, why…?”
When the speed suddenly dropped, the overwhelming stimulation abruptly decreased, and she said in a voice mixed with unease.
“I don’t like it too strong.”
“Uh, Uhn…. Huf, Ahng!”
Hugging him tightly, she couldn’t bring herself to say she wanted it stronger, so she blushed and moaned softly whenever the penis touched her gently.
However, realizing that fast movement provided different stimulation from gentle movement, she continuously squeezed the vaginal walls, silently demanding more.
“Darling. If you don’t say it, I won’t know.”
“What?!”
She intentionally tightened the vaginal walls and moved her hips, and noticing this, he spoke first, causing her face to flush even more.
“I’ll do what you want, so tell me.”
“Hungh, Ssop, Eot, Se, Stronger… Give me as strong as you want…”
“Hmm? What I want is right now.”
Noticing that saying “as much as I want” didn’t mean 100% of what she wanted, he didn’t overlook it. While he did want rough movements, he wanted to see her express her desires through her words.
Seeing her hesitate, she seemed quite embarrassed to appear overly lascivious.
Then, she seemed to make a decision, looking at him intently with her blue eyes and smiling before speaking softly.
“Stronger. I really want to feel great.”
Immediately, he embraced her tightly and started rough thrusting.
“Hieet, Uh, Eot, Huf, Ahng, Ahahng!!”
The waist moved roughly, making a sound, and the penis thrust quickly, repeatedly hitting her cervix, giving her several short, intense uterine kisses.
Without delay, she let out a loud moan as she felt the unexpected stimulation, and he continued the intense thrusting, ensuring she reached her climax without restraint.
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Already having stimulated for quite some time, I felt the urge to ejaculate, but I held back as much as possible while continuing to move my wet vagina with force.
“Guh, ugh, ah, aaah! Darling! Darling! Haaah!!”
Her voice, soft and saying what she wanted, quickly turned sultry, making me more excited each time I heard her call me.
I pressed hard against her cervix with my glans while thrusting roughly, and Hayang clenched her teeth in ecstasy.
“Haaah, ah, ah…!!”
I released inside her, emptying all the pent-up sexual desire.
My engorged vagina trembled as I ejaculated inside her, and each time my semen entered her body, Hayang’s waist shook.
“Aheu, darling….”
After finishing my climax inside her, still feeling the afterglow of orgasm, I pulled out, and semen flowed out of her vagina.
“Was it too hard?”
I buried my face in her chest as she lay there panting heavily, and Hayang, feeling slightly calmed just by being held, stroked my head again.
“It was hard, but it’s okay. How about you?”
“I’m fine. I could go on for a while longer.”
At hearing that, her hand, which had been stroking my head, stopped.
“If you’re tired, we can stop now.”
“Then let’s take a break for a moment.”
She didn’t say she wanted to stop, even though she seemed happy and wanted to continue. We decided to take a short break.
Five minutes later.
I was thrusting roughly into her spread legs and vagina.
“Huuu, ahh, ah, aaah! Haaaah!”
I thrust roughly right away, but Hayang looked pleased and moaned in pleasure.
“Huu, uu, uhh, aaah! Darling. Spreading my legs like this, it’s embarrassing. Haaaah!”
I deliberately spread her legs wide, and as expected, Hayang felt embarrassed.
“Why are you embarrassed? My vagina. It’s so pretty.”
I said this while looking at her vagina, which my rough thrusts were moving back and forth.
“Then, haaan, ah…! Next time, we should try a different position. Got it? Huuu!”
Even though she felt embarrassed, I found it cute that she wanted to show me a pretty side first before showing another side when I took control. She made me want to lean on her, and I got so excited that I wanted to applaud if she did it on purpose.
“Okay. Next time, we’ll do it in a different position!”
With these lewd sounds from continuous thrusting, I climaxed inside her again.
After spreading Hayang’s legs wide and carrying her, I inserted myself while we looked in the mirror. The sight of our joined parts was clearly visible to her, and her face turned red.
“How do you feel? I told you, you look pretty.”
“Ahhh, uhh, uhn! Haaah! This is embarrassing. Even more than before. Haaaah!”
Since I didn’t say we would do a less embarrassing position, I chose a position where she could clearly see my thrusting.
With both legs raised towards me, escape was impossible, and her cervix had to kiss my glans deeply under the weight.
“I wanted to see it too. What do you think?”
Despite blushing and feeling embarrassed, she couldn’t take her eyes off the lewd scene in the mirror.
“Your big penis is inside my vagina…. Haaa, haaan! Each time you move, it rubs inside, and it feels good.”
Embarrassed but answering my questions clearly, Hayang made me start rough thrusting to give her even more pleasure.
“Uhh!! Uhh, uhh, haa, ah, aaah!!”
Hayang leaned on me, her waist moving, and she continued to experience intense pleasure as her climax wouldn’t stop, and I felt her vaginal walls tighten as I climaxed deep inside her again.
“Huu, haa, haaan. Darling. This is also embarrassing. Haaaah!”
Lying on the bed, I inserted myself into her vagina and continued to move my waist while squeezing her breasts.
“How do you feel?”
“It feels good. Hinh, uhh, huung!!”
Each time I squeezed her breasts, milk flowed out, soaking today’s freshly laid blanket. Of course, her vagina also continuously leaked vaginal fluids and semen, soaking the bed.
“Should we stop if it’s too embarrassing?”
“No. Haaaah! Ahh, ahh! Give me more.”
Following her request, I didn’t stop and continued the unending climax stimulation. Despite reaching her limit early due to the intense pleasure of her first experience, she never once said she wanted to stop when asked if she wanted to stop.
In the end, neither of us wanted to stop the pleasure.
“…You really don’t get tired at all.”
After an unknown number of climaxes, as I sucked on her nipples while lying beside the panting Hayang, she whispered to me. With sincere admiration, I opened my eyes and looked at her while keeping her nipple in my mouth.
“You’re not a child. Why are you acting so cute?”
Hearing this unexpected comment, I felt embarrassed and removed my lips from her nipple.
“You can do more.”
“Cute, so why are you embarrassed? Did I seem so immature?”
As a man, I think it’s natural to be obsessed with her chest.
But did she see me as an immature young boy? Although I am actually older, perhaps because I am older, she felt that way.
“No, I meant it in a good way.”
She smiled gently and hugged me again, pressing her soft touch against my chest. I started sucking on her nipple again, still feeling embarrassed, until I fell asleep in her arms.
Morning came, and when I woke up, I found myself alone on the bed.
“Woke up?”
Just as I finished washing up and returned to the bedroom, Hayang came up to me on the bed and stroked my head.
“Let’s wash up and have breakfast.”
“Yeah.”
Feeling comforted by her gentle voice, I greeted the morning pleasantly.
The long rainy season had finally ended, and we welcomed a sunny morning after a long time.
Facing Hayang who was smiling when I woke up, I lightly kissed her.
