Chapter 297

Often, there are such cases. In urgent situations or when quick action is required, words come out without going through the brain to solve the problem. Although I don’t often find myself in difficult situations where I have to think back and fix the words I’ve blurted out, it can happen at least once.

While this could happen to anyone, the only person I know who has never experienced this is Siera.

Unlike me, she is not foolish. She knows exactly what meaning her words carry.

Only recently did I realize that Siera isn’t always like that. Whenever I couldn’t comprehend the intention behind her words, the target was always me.

This phenomenon occurred solely with me, and for several years, I had been hurt by her words. I thought she understood the exact intentions behind everything she said to me.

I understand that Siera is just an ordinary person who sometimes has to clean up after saying something wrong. But now was different.

Her gaze and gestures indicated that she understood precisely what she was saying.

Yet, in my mind, I thought, “Impossible?” Despite knowing Siera’s thoughts, my mind still held onto an image of her that hadn’t changed for a long time.

From avoiding me for days to the current situation, I felt cognitive dissonance due to the vastly different image from what I knew.

“…….”

Siera looked away, blushing after speaking, making it clear that she didn’t think what she said was her fault.

What she said and what I understood matched perfectly.

There was no need to verbalize it; it was clear without words.

Though I tried to hide my confusion, I couldn’t.

After sighing and scratching my head for a moment, I looked at her again.

“Do you know what you mean by what you’re saying?”

“Yes.”

In response to my low question, she answered firmly with a smaller voice.

She likes me. If I were to guess since when, it would be much earlier than I thought. Although I didn’t realize she liked me until recently, the depth of her feelings became more apparent over the long time we spent together.

Every intentional action and every small gesture flashed through my mind.

Now, I don’t want to know why she started liking me. It’s not because I’m uninterested but because I learned from spending time with my girlfriends.

That someone doesn’t need a clear reason to like another person.

Because we’ve been together for so long, there are many opportunities to pinpoint a single reason. Every moment that came to mind was significant.

I understood why Siera was getting anxious after having feelings for me for so long. We had drifted apart over the past few years, and the catalyst was her words to me.

She said she was preparing to properly confess to me, but I already have girlfriends. To Siera, who grew up in the same cultural background as me, having multiple girlfriends might not be a big deal.

But having girlfriends is a very important issue for Siera.

Although we spent a lot of time together before, in the last year or so, our shared time with my girlfriends has increased significantly.

Naturally, her attention towards me decreased, and even if she prepared, she couldn’t wait for my attention, which never came.

Could Siera’s sudden statement be due to anxiety about the current situation?

She told me she can’t forgive herself.

She was angry at Yura’s words but said she would have thought the same way if she were in Yura’s position.

The conclusion she reached after much deliberation was to punish herself. If the person who should give her punishment is someone who has been hurt by her words all along, would it be right to give her the punishment she desires?

But my idea of punishment remained unchanged.

It can’t be helped. Siera intended and said what I was thinking.

To me, sex means expressing affection for someone dear through physical acts. I believe most people think the same, and I am no exception.

And I won’t change this belief now or in the future.

I don’t want to change it, nor do I see any reason to.

I understand that her words stem from her inability to forgive herself and her affection for me. But after hearing her talk about punishment, should I hold her?

Perhaps, wouldn’t I be giving her an unforgettable painful experience?

I sighed again, looking at the ceiling.

“It might become an unforgettable memory.”

I can’t predict what I will do. While I won’t resort to harsh actions, I am certain that whatever I do will be different from what I’ve done before.

“There is no other way for me…”

Ever since she confided in me that day, she must have been pondering. She must have thought about ways to atone for her words, which she considers sins.

While I am not flexible, Siera is even less so. Given her lack of flexibility, she cannot view her actions leniently, let alone lightly.

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She concluded that she had sinned against me, and decided to leave the punishment to me.

She used her own body as the means.

Siera is a woman too. She must have had an ideal first experience that she had been imagining for a long time in her mind. She gave up on that.

At first glance, it might seem like she’s passing on her weak atonement to me, but she made this decision after giving up something precious she had always cherished. One shouldn’t simply look at the act itself and think about it in such a simple way.

This decision came with pain for her.

Then, what should I do?

Accept the difficult decision she has made.

I am well aware of my past actions. Siera wanted me to be more careful, and those feelings turned into aggressive words directed at me.

Now, I can understand the things she said in the past and empathize with her feelings. But just because I understand, it doesn’t mean the things she said will disappear.

On the contrary, even though the things she said won’t disappear, now I can understand them.

To sum up, I don’t harbor any ill will towards her now. Because there is no ill will, I can respond rationally rather than emotionally, and I can deeply consider the decision she made. Therefore, I can also come to the conclusion of accepting her decision.

“I warned you.”

“Huh?”

Hearing the softly spoken words, Siera flinched and raised her head.

Before she knew it, I was right in front of her, hugging her waist with one arm while my other hand firmly squeezed her buttocks without hesitation.

“Haa!”

Seeing her close her eyes tightly and hold her breath, I almost felt my resolve weaken, but I quickly corrected my thoughts.

As she wished. As she chose. Today, I decided to thoroughly punish her.

“Open your eyes.”

With a cold tone, Siera, who had her eyes tightly shut to the point of wrinkling her eyebrows, slowly opened her eyes.

“Don’t avoid my gaze.”

The moment she opened her eyes, I spoke in a cold, unfeeling voice, causing her to shiver as she slowly directed her gaze towards me.

“What are you going to do when you avoid my gaze after saying you want to be punished?”

“……I’m sorry.”

Carefully handing over the apology, I released the hug and stepped back.

“Take off your clothes.”

Hearing these simple words, Siera’s face turned red. Her eyes wavered as if she didn’t know what to do, and her hands froze, not knowing where to go.

“Didn’t you hear me?”

“U-um. I’ll take them off.”

Reluctantly, Siera’s hands moved towards the top button of her shirt. As she undid each button, a sleeveless top underneath her shirt was revealed, and her underwear could be seen slightly.

Finally, when she took off the sleeveless top, her peach-colored bra came into view.

Unzipping and lowering her skirt, matching panties were revealed, and Siera stood before me in just her underwear in the bright living room.

I never imagined that I would see her in such a state or that our relationship would progress this way.

“Keep going.”

“Okay.”

Siera answered in a barely audible voice and began to slowly remove her underwear.

The reason I made her take off her underwear immediately was that I didn’t want to keep looking at her in that state.

I didn’t want to keep looking at her in that state because she wasn’t ready.

One thing I learned from being with girlfriends is how sensitive they are about their underwear.

Living together and seeing each other every day, it’s clear that even though we see each other so often, the underwear becomes very important when sharing a bed.

There are times when she doesn’t wear underwear, but she wears it much more often, and the underwear reflects her thoughts about that night.

Even though the moment she’s in her underwear is fleeting, you can feel the effort she puts into it, and the smile that appears when someone compliments her on her underwear shows the depth of her consideration.

The way she dresses in her underwear shows more than anything else that she has prepared herself.

In that sense, I didn’t want to see Siera in her underwear.

Not only because it didn’t suit my taste, but I thought it would be embarrassing to show her usual, carefree look in her underwear.

Learning that it’s very humiliating for women to meet someone they like unprepared.

Although I came unexpectedly and Siera made a decision in her heart, the situation arose without time to prepare. I didn’t want to add to her shame in such a situation.

When she took off her bra, her voluminous breasts swayed and appeared in front of me. Blushing, she held the sides of her panties and slowly pulled them down without looking at me.

The panties slid down her long legs and eventually fell to the ground. Siera stood before me completely naked, covering her genitals with her hands and her chest with her arms.

I grabbed her arm that was covering her chest and removed it, allowing me to fully see her ample chest.

“This is a new sight.”

It was the first time I had seen her nude. While Siera was the most surprised, I was equally taken aback.

To hide my surprise, I maintained a poker face and gently held her exposed breasts with both hands.

“Haaah… Uhn…”

A faint moan escaped her lips. The sound of her breathing, which stimulated my ears, made me put more force into my hands, and I started massaging her breasts a bit harder than when I first touched them.

“Haaah. Ahh, ah, ahh.”

My hands, which had been awkwardly touching her, gradually moved smoothly, starting to caress Siera’s plump breasts. The feeling was like touching a soft water balloon, making me move more actively, and with each touch, Siera’s moans grew louder.

“Haaah. Ah, ah. Ahh.”

Without realizing it, the hand that had been covering her genitals crossed behind her back. As her arms moved back, it became easier to touch her chest.

“Haaung, uhn, haaah!”

Continuously caressing her chest, I could feel Siera’s breath growing hotter. When my hand first touched her, it was soft, but as I continued to caress her firm nipples, her moans grew higher.

Although I could still feel her embarrassment from the sounds she was making, I didn’t worry too much since I knew she would get better with time.

“Haaah, uhn. Ahh. Ah, ahh.”

I sucked on one nipple while holding and gently massaging the other with my other hand.

If you haven’t experienced it, it would be the first sensation for her, and even if you have, it would be the first sensation for Siera, who is experiencing it with you as her first man. Regardless of which, every experience she has now is her first experience.

As I gently caressed her, I ended up forgetting that this was the time for punishment, and when I remembered again, I put some strength into the finger that had been softly touching her nipples.

“Haah!”

When I held her nipple a bit harder and pulled slightly, Siera let out a breathless moan and trembled all over.

In that state, I added more force to the hand that was massaging her chest.

“Relax.”

Without any response, Siera relaxed her body at the command devoid of consideration.

Without stopping the torment of her nipples while continuing to massage her chest, one of my hands slowly moved downward.

“Guh…”

When my finger touched her still dry entrance, a sensual moan could be heard.

“Spread your legs. It’s hard to touch otherwise.”

“Yeah… sorry.”

Standing almost at attention, Siera answered with a trembling voice and spread her legs slightly wider than her shoulders.

The moment she became comfortable for caressing, I used her index and ring fingers to spread her entrance and used her middle finger to touch her inner flesh.

“Hauu, uh, ah, ugh…”

Siera let out a clear moan, clearly feeling something new for the first time. When she realized the sound came from herself, she covered her mouth with her hands behind her back.

Even though I had seen this gesture several times before, I couldn’t just watch Siera in this state.

Looking down at her with a cold expression, Siera, noticing my gaze, swallowed hard and tensed up.

“What are you doing? Isn’t this punishment?”

“That’s… I…”

“Shall we stop?”

“No! I’m sorry. I’ll be good.”

Afraid that the moment might never come back, Siera quickly apologized to me.

Every time I saw Siera acting differently due to tension, my heart softened. But since I decided to do this, I needed to do it properly. If this helps Siera forgive herself even a little bit.

I immediately grabbed her arm and forcibly dragged her into the bedroom.

Startled and unable to say anything, I pushed her onto the bed.

“Ei…!!!”

In a tense state, I removed my pants in front of her calling out to me.

Seeing my erect penis, Siera couldn’t continue speaking and stared at it with a flushed face.

Approaching the fallen figure on the bed, she seemed to regain her senses, flinching and looking up at me.

In front of the motionless Siera, I lowered my body and brought my glans to her closed lips.

“Open your mouth.”

Though there was hesitation, Siera slowly opened her mouth as instructed, and when her mouth was sufficiently open, I grabbed her head and pushed my penis deep into her mouth.

“Ghuup!”

Surprised by the sudden intrusion into her mouth, Siera instinctively felt that she shouldn’t close her mouth and kept it open while breathing slowly through her nose.

“Ghii, eh, guh.”

Unable to breathe properly because the penis was pushed into her throat, she sucked in and exhaled, causing her mouth to tighten and relax, which soon became a stimulation for me.

“So you said you’d take the punishment, but you can’t even stay still?”

“Guh, ugh, haa, guh.”

It didn’t seem like she was answering properly, but her words were muffled by the penis in her mouth.

Since I didn’t intend to listen to what she was saying anyway, I held her head and slowly moved my hips.

“Ghuhng, eh, guh!”

“Properly suck it. If you don’t do it right, I’ll really stop and leave.”

“Haa, eh, guh. Guh!”

With a hint of sincerity in my words, Siera tried her best to suck the slowly moving penis in her mouth. Her lips moved and her tongue touched the penis, trying to give me as much stimulation as possible.

“You can’t even suck properly? My girlfriends would do it several times better.”

Hearing this, Siera tightly shut her eyes.

It didn’t make sense to compare her with girlfriends who had had sex countless times.

“Open your eyes!”

Raising my voice at Siera, who was trying to focus on sucking the penis despite having her eyes closed, she quickly opened her eyes.

Her eyes moist, Siera seemed to be thinking only about sucking the slowly moving penis. The comparison with her girlfriends seemed to have shocked her.

Before my heart softened again, I started moving my hips vigorously, thrusting my penis into her mouth.

“Guh, haa, uh, guh!”

The sudden quickening of my hips made Siera lose her rhythm completely.

The quick thrusts caused the penis to move rapidly in and out of her mouth and throat, making Siera look visibly strained from the effort of breathing.

Everything was a first experience for Siera, and although she was inexperienced, she wasn’t without stimulation. Sensing the approaching climax, she felt the signal of release and, as she deeply inserted the penis, she couldn’t hold back and released her semen into Siera’s mouth.

“Ghii! Guh!”

Surprised by the sudden foreign sensation, Siera opened her eyes wide, but she couldn’t resist as I pushed the penis deep into her mouth and held her head firmly.

“Swallow it all.”

“Guh, haa, kuh, haa!”

Trying to swallow the forced semen, Siera coughed as her breathing was disrupted, and some of the semen spilled out of her mouth.

Worried that I might not be able to breathe properly, I pulled out the penis.

Seminal fluid continued to flow down from my tip.

“Haa… haa….”

Breathing heavily, Siera seemed worried about not having swallowed all the semen and looked at me anxiously.

“I’m… sorry…”

Apologizing, I laid Siera down completely on the bed and spread her legs.

“Ei… Haa, aah.”

When I inserted a finger into her wet entrance and moved it gently, Siera, who was about to curl up, remembered my earlier instruction and tried to relax.

But the stimulation spreading from her sensitive area to her entire body made it hard for her to relax, and she gripped the bed sheets tightly with both hands.

“You couldn’t even swallow one.”

She didn’t respond.

“But it’s plenty wet here.”

Removing my finger from her moist entrance, I commented while looking at the accumulated vaginal fluid.

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She accepted it more gently than when she was just inserted.

“Doesn’t hurt?”

“It’s better than the first time. Haaan. Ahh. Ah, ah. Ahh.”

Though she didn’t seem entirely okay, she frowned but the pleasure could be heard in her voice.

“It feels strange. My butt… shouldn’t be doing this.”

Seeing her say this with embarrassment, feeling discomfort from experiencing some pleasure from anal sex, he smiled.

“I do a lot of sex this way. SuA really loves anal sex.”

While it might not be normal, it can’t be called entirely abnormal either. Feeling relieved by her words, Siera nodded with her face still red.

“I’ll do proper sex next time. Don’t worry.”

“Aaah, A, haa, ee, uhh. Aaah.”

As he continued to stimulate her dripping pussy with his fingers, Siera moaned loudly and smiled brightly.

“Next time, haa, aah. You really will do it next time?”

“Yeah. I promise.”

After waiting for this moment all this time, seeing Siera happy just from hearing that they would do it next time made him unable to hold back.

“I’ll do it a bit harder.”

“Haa, ee, uhh. Haa, ah, aah. Aah. Aah.”

Grabbing her waist and moving it back and forth even harder, Siera moaned with both pain and pleasure mixed together as she moved her hips along with him.

Excited by the increasing movements and accumulating pleasure, Siera was getting more excited. He was also excited and soon released his semen firmly from his erect penis.

The condom was filled with his semen, and feeling the peak, Siera wrapped her waist and squeezed him tightly.

“A. Haa, I feel good. Haa. Ee. Haa.”

“It’s your first time. It’s not bad doing it with your butt?”

“It’s fine. We promised to do it again next time.”

Even while feeling the climax, the happiness of thinking about having sex again next time never left Seira’s face.

“Yeah. Promise.”

Pulling out his semen-filled penis and removing the condom that was on it.

And aligning his still hard penis with Seira’s still open anus, he grabbed her waist again.

“Gaaah!”

Not expecting another entry, Seira moaned loudly after feeling the afterglow of the climax.

“Again?”

“Since we’re going to do this anyway. We can do it without a condom too.”

“Haa, uhh. Without a condom. A. It’s all felt. My butt is full and feels good.”

“Seira is a pervert too. You already like anal sex?”

“No. It’s good because of A. My butt still hurts…”

“Then let’s stop here?”

“…It’s punishment. I want more.”

“You decide your own punishment. Your actions have been well-behaved, but you’re still being stubborn.”

“The me you liked before is A.”

Meeting eyes at the same time, laughter came out and they hugged each other, kissing deeply. Moving their waists to give each other pleasure, I moved my waist more skillfully, giving Seira all the pleasure she needed.

“Haa, uhh. Uu, haa, A. I like it. I love you. I love you the most in the world.”

“Are you going to keep saying that?”

“Yeah. I’ll make up for what I couldn’t do before.”

“Then there won’t be any more punishment?”

“…Idiot. Fool. Dummy. Pervert.”

The weak words that Siera cautiously spoke were incomparable to the harsh words she used to say. Finding the situation amusing, we laughed as soon as our eyes met.

“Pfft. A bad-mannered girlfriend deserves to be punished.”

“Even if you punish me, it’s the same. Haa, ee! Ee, aah. Wait, suddenly moving so hard, haa!”

Feeling his overconfident attitude, he moved his waist roughly, and realizing his thoughts were read, he saw Seira’s expression of pleasure from the rough movements.

“Prepare yourself. I’ll make you kneel and beg!”

“Haa. I’m sorry. Ah, aah!”

After several rounds of enjoying anal sex with her and a long time had passed.

Leaving Seira to rest in the bedroom, he went to the bathroom to wash his sweat-drenched body first.

Feeling refreshed, he dried his wet hair with a towel when Seira came out of the bedroom in an awkward posture.

“Are you okay?”

“My butt hurts.”

Looking at Seira’s large buttocks close up, his penis, which had lost its vigor due to washing, regained strength, and grabbing her waist as she tried to enter the bathroom.

“Kyaa!”

Screaming in surprise, Seira quickly turned her head and felt the sensation of his penis rubbing between her buttocks.

“Do you want to do it again? Right now? Didn’t you just come out of the shower?”

“It’s fine.”

“Hiyaaa!”

Thinking she needed more punishment, he moved slowly towards the bathroom, inserting his penis into her anus again.

Just before entering the bathroom, Seira was held at the entrance and began to feel pleasure through the rough movements of his penis. They continued their anal sex right there.

Late at night.

“Un, ee, haa, uhh. Aaah.”

Lying sideways on the bed, Seira pulled her buttocks back, and lying sideways behind her, he continued to thrust his penis into her anus.

“A. I’m sleepy. Haa, ee, ahh, ee, aah.”

“Today is punishment day. I won’t stop until I want to finish.”

“It’s already past midnight…”

“…You took your punishment well yesterday. Today, let’s consider it a reward and do anal sex.”

“There’s no difference. Haa, ee. Uhh. Uuu!”

His penis, deeply inserted, ejaculated, adding more semen to her already slippery anus from previous climaxes.

“One last time, then I’ll stop.”

“Just like last time.”

“Then twice.”