Esmeralda’s lips overlapped in that moment, and I did not feel the thought that this shouldn’t happen. I did not feel any other guilt either. I also did not think that she would be hurt because of my foolish action.
I felt relieved knowing that I was not the only one who felt one of the long-held guilt. A corner of my heart felt warm, and my hand moved toward her waist which was fervently kissing me.
Even if everything were to be concluded with a single kiss, I did not want to immediately shake off the comfort I felt at this moment.
Because I was closer to her than anyone else. Because I realized too late that I valued her more than anyone else. The guilt of not being able to protect her future had been gripping me.
Due to this, I felt uncomfortable being with Esmeralda for a long time, becoming closer to her than anyone else. It was like being with an ex-partner.
After finishing a seemingly endless kiss, Esmeralda pulled away from my lips, her eyes wet as she stared directly at me. When was the last time I looked at her eyes so intently like this?
It felt awkward seeing her red left eye and the green prosthetic on her right. Thinking back, Esmeralda didn’t have a prosthetic before. That’s why she always hid her right eye with her bangs and wore an eye patch.
Though it’s a prosthetic, looking at both of her eyes like this was a first.
“……Sorry.”
Though I thought she might say something after seeing her trembling lips, I never expected her to apologize. I didn’t know what she would say after kissing me, asking how I felt now, but I didn’t expect her to apologize.
“It’s okay.”
Esmeralda’s gaze was trembling. It seemed Esmeralda, who always showed a mature and adult-like demeanor, was feeling insecure.
Esmeralda, who lowered her body to kiss me while I was sitting, tried to stand up.
She kissed me to momentarily relieve the regret and unease she had carried since before and to feel the emotions she felt then.
Though I don’t think ‘If I like someone, anyone will do,’ I felt the same way as her at this moment. Despite the difference, wanting to share more emotions with her, who also carries guilt like me.
I grabbed Esmeralda’s arm as she turned around to leave after apologizing to me.
When Esmeralda stopped and turned her head, I stood up from my seat and kissed her.
“Huff!”
She gasped as if surprised, but she did not reject me. Her stiff body gradually relaxed, and her lost hands embraced me.
“Huh, mmh. Hnh.”
We shared a deep kiss, entwining our tongues. Not keeping up with my breathing, Esmeralda completely gave herself to the kiss, relaxing. I felt emotions I had never felt when being with Esmeralda before, deep in my chest.
“Haa… Sorry. This is my first kiss…”
“I know.”
Nodding at Esmeralda’s words as she exhaled hot breath after pulling away from my lips.
From what I know, she has never had a relationship before. If she had hidden that she had dated before meeting me, it would be a different story, but she isn’t the type to lie about such things.
“Can I ask… How did it feel?”
Smiling at Esmeralda, who asked me about the impression of the kiss we shared.
Though she was quite tall for a woman, she was slightly shorter than me, so I slightly lowered my head to bring our foreheads close together.
Like before, Esmeralda did not reject me. We faced each other closely, touching foreheads.
“It was soft. I could feel that you were awkward, and there was a hint of the alcohol you just drank.”
Was I too honest? Esmeralda’s face turned red.
“Do you not mind? Kissing an older woman like this.”
“That doesn’t matter.”
There is certainly an age gap between me and Esmeralda. But to me, who has spent many years traveling through space, this age gap does not pose any problems.
“Wouldn’t people criticize Esmeralda if she said she was old somewhere?”
More importantly, her appearance and body have not changed since the first time we met long ago.
While I don’t know the details about her body, there seems to be no change in the appearance that is visible.
“Are you really okay?”
Compared to then, it is true that I have aged a bit more.
Compared to my girlfriends, I am not young, but compared to Spacystro, I am still a young man. I was aware of this atmosphere and my youth.
Seeing Esmeralda’s voice slightly trembling unlike her usual self, I spoke seriously.
“It’s okay. To me, Esmeralda is beautiful beyond measure.”
“Thank you.”
Seeming to have calmed down, Esmeralda’s expression brightened a little, and she came closer.
It seemed more like an unconscious move rather than a deliberate action.
There was no discomfort after sharing a deep French kiss. However, it made me wonder if this state of balancing on a tightrope would continue to be fine.
“A is also cool.”
The hand stroking my cheek. The eyes looking slightly up at me. The intense gaze felt from those eyes.
When I saw her blushing face with a smile on her lips, the balancing act of my reason instinctively stepped forward.
“Huh.”
I hugged her again and overlapped our lips.
Esmeralda, seeming more comfortable with kissing than before, moved her tongue awkwardly but earnestly, giving me a deep kiss.
Her deep kiss demanded more kisses from me, and I responded by holding Esmeralda and continuing the kiss.
“Huh, mmh. Hnh. Uh. Hng.”
Every time a gap formed between her and my lips, I inhaled, and our lips met again. Due to the deep kiss, saliva dripped down my chin.
My hand, which was hugging her waist, gradually slid down to caress her large buttocks.
“Hng.”
Esmeralda seemed surprised when I held her buttocks with both hands and took a breath. Though I could feel the soft texture of the gown through my hands, the softness of her buttocks beneath the gown was even more vivid.
“…If you’re going to do it, let’s go to the room…”
Though it’s called a cabin, she probably felt embarrassed doing it in the living room, so Esmeralda suggested going to the room. I picked her up to fulfill her request, which had no reason to be refused.
“!”
Lady Esmeralda was startled and couldn’t say a word when she was embraced. I hadn’t thought that I would hold her like this either, and so I carried her while heading towards the large room with an open door.
In a corner, Lady Esmeralda was neatly arranged, and I gently placed her on the bed.
Entering the room, I felt extreme awkwardness.
Thinking it would be better for me to take the lead, given my somewhat experienced nature, I sat down beside Lady Esmeralda who was sitting demurely on the bed.
“Can I do more?”
“Hmm? Uh, sure.”
After confirming her willingness, I approached the seated Lady Esmeralda and overlapped our lips.
Though I had forgotten recently, sex has always been a continuous process of respecting the other person and checking their opinions.
It seemed Lady Esmeralda also wanted to quickly resolve the awkward atmosphere, as she nodded her head in agreement rather than showing any signs of refusal.
Although there was a brief pause, the resumed kissing was still sweet. Lady Esmeralda pressed her soft lips against mine and pressed her body close to me. With one arm around her waist, I began to slowly explore her body with the other hand, making her feel comfortable.
The elastic skin felt through the gown, and the hand exploring her body slowly moved upwards.
“Mmm.”
When my hand touched her voluminous chest, Lady Esmeralda shivered.
Her chest, which had never been touched by anyone else, felt different even through the gown. This was the first time I touched it.
I wondered how it would have felt if I had done such acts with Lady Esmeralda in the past, but shook off the thought.
Recalling the distant past held no meaning. More importantly, it was disrespectful to the lady who was now entrusting herself to me. I should focus on the present Lady Esmeralda.
“Heh, ha. A, your gestures are too lewd.”
“Was it too much?”
“No, I’m saying it because I like it.”
The tense expression on Lady Esmeralda’s face completely disappeared. Whether she wanted to recall past moments or desired to engage in a relationship with me now, she was accepting this moment purely.
“I like feeling caressed kindly. So, you can do more.”
With a smile, Lady Esmeralda leaned close and kissed me again.
I felt guilty for not being able to protect her happiness in the future. But seeing her happy, smiling as she was touched by me, made it impossible to stop.
We started kissing again, feeling each other’s hot breaths. We shared kisses that didn’t seem to tire even after several times, and I fondled her chest with my hands until I slowly untied her gown.
As the tied belt loosened, the gown slipped down with a rustling sound, revealing her hidden body.
While kissing and looking into each other’s eyes, it felt like I could sense her emotions beyond the gaze. Her face was still flushed, and she closed her eyes to hide her gaze.
The moment she closed her eyes, my hand entered under her loosened gown and squeezed her large breasts.
“Mmm!”
Surprised, Lady Esmeralda opened her eyes and looked at me with a full gaze of desire.
Stopping the kiss and separating our lips, saliva dripped down to her chin.
Laying her down comfortably after holding her, I could finally see her revealed body.
“There…”
When I was looking at her partially revealed body, a cautious voice spoke up, and I turned my head to meet her eyes.
“I don’t know what kind of words are appropriate for this.”
Cautiously starting to speak, Lady Esmeralda glanced at me. I silently waited for her to speak, and she seemed to make a decision, speaking to me with a slightly stronger voice.
“Hug me.”
“Yes.”
With a firm response, I fully unfolded her gown. Beautiful nudity was visible, wearing only a single pair of panties, and I took in her voluptuous figure filled with sensuality.
“You’re beautiful.”
“Huh?”
“You’re beautiful. You seem anxious, but this is from my heart.”
“Thank you.”
Lady Esmeralda, blushing and avoiding eye contact, looked at me immediately as if she remembered something.
“Are we going to keep using formal speech?”
“But we’ve been using formal speech all along, haven’t we?”
“Even so, this happened.”
I understood Lady Esmeralda’s intention and what she wanted.
“That makes sense too.”
I didn’t want to remain in a superior-subordinate relationship until now. I desired a closer, more affectionate relationship like lovers.
“Esmeralda.”
Speaking her name without honorifics felt quite awkward. Lady Esmeralda. No, even Esmeralda felt the same way, but it wasn’t bad as I smiled.
“Or do you prefer another title? Is there anything you’d like me to call you?”
“Anything is fine. It’s good to call me by name. Or maybe calling me ‘older sister’ would be nice.”
“Did you want to hear me call you ‘older sister’? Esmeralda.”
She smiled, blushing, but Esmeralda looked happier than ever.
Although she had been hiding it all along, it seemed she wanted this kind of relationship and atmosphere.
The term “older sister” felt very awkward. I had never called anyone “older sister” before, and since I always had specific relationships with women, I never had to use that term.
But I felt satisfaction in calling her “older sister.”
“A.”
Softly calling me, Esmeralda spread her arms wide. I immediately hugged her and kissed her lightly.
This time, it was a gentle kiss, not a deep one.
Our lips separated quickly, and I looked at her with a gaze full of desire and said,
“If you feel pain or difficulty, tell me, okay?”
“Okay.”
Unconsciously, I didn’t want her to suffer in any play. This thought hadn’t changed since the first time I was with my girlfriends.
At that time, every action was cautious, preventing overly aggressive behavior. But how would I act now?
Esmeralda trusted me and answered, and I kissed her neck like leaving a mark, kissing her again.
“Huh, ticklish.”
Kissing her neck and moving slightly lower to kiss her collarbone, I began to fondle her large breasts with my hands. Esmeralda moaned and trembled slightly.
“Haa, uh. Ah.”
Her body stiffened due to the new experience, and to help her relax, I released her breast and held her hand.
Through the intertwined fingers, I felt her soft fingertips. Leaving a kiss mark on her collarbone, I lowered my face between her large breasts.
“Soft.”
Enjoying the pleasure of feeling the elasticity and softness again by fondling her breast, I felt a different excitement from what I had experienced before, making my body hot.
Finally, with my hand on her nipple, I gently rubbed it, and Esmeralda’s moan grew louder.
“Haaah.”
Esmeralda, feeling the touch of a stranger on her sensitive area for the first time, trembled. Before she could relax, I licked and sucked her nipple with my tongue.
“Haa, ugh. Ah.”
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Biting her nipple and not stopping the caress as he massaged her chest, Esmeralda let out a high-pitched moan and tightly gripped the bedsheet with her hands.
However, he did not assault her persistently. While fondling her chest was pleasant, there was something more important.
After licking her nipple once more with his tongue, he removed his hand from her chest and began moving downward again.
He placed his lips on her waist and belly before finally stopping at the spot covered by her panties.
“Take them off.”
“Yes.”
She gave permission to remove her panties in a trembling voice, and he immediately grabbed the black lace panties covering her and took them off.
The panties slid down her long legs and got caught on her right ankle. After removing the panties, he spread her legs apart.
“Huuu.”
Esmeralda blushed and avoided eye contact due to the unfamiliar position.
His gaze, which had been fixed on her face, moved downward to take another look at her voluptuous figure.
He looked at her exposed intimate area between her wide-open legs.
While it was slightly moist, it seemed insufficient for penetration.
With the thought of pleasing Esmeralda and making her happy, he held her spread legs and buried his face between them.
“It’s beautiful here too.”
“There’s no way that could be true.”
Her stuttering speech due to embarrassment was unlike the usual Esmeralda.
Yes, she was the Esmeralda he used to have enjoyable times with in the past.
Looking at her closed intimate area, he gently licked it. Surprised or perhaps pleased just by that, Esmeralda moaned.
“Huuuu, Ughn. Hng.”
As he spread her intimate area with his fingers and licked her inner flesh, her moans grew louder. Clearly, she must have felt insecure and fearful doing this for the first time. Yet, Esmeralda kept her legs wide open, accepting all he did to her.
“Huuu, Eeet, Ughn!”
The tremor in her body told him she was still tense, so he inserted one finger into her intimate area to pleasure her.
“Haa, Ah, Aaang. Aaang.”
Gently and slowly, he continued stimulating her intimate area, gradually moving his finger while also touching her vaginal walls to increase the stimulation.
“Ahh, Aa, Aaang… Haang.”
As she started to secrete vaginal fluid, her intimate area became adequately moist. But it wasn’t enough. To ensure Esmeralda wouldn’t feel pain during her first experience, she needed to become sufficiently moist.
To allow her to feel more, he used one hand to continue pleasuring her vaginal walls while using his tongue to touch her clitoris.
“Huuu!”
Her protruding clitoris was hard, and each time he touched it with his tongue, Esmeralda shivered. Though she couldn’t adapt to the new sensation of pleasure, looking at her expression made it impossible for him to stop.
It seemed like he had been waiting for this moment. She looked blissfully happy, emitting a lascivious moan.
“Haaang, Aaang. Ah, Aaang. Aaang.”
By slightly bending his finger to press against her vaginal wall and pressing his lips against her clitoris, he caused her hips to rise slightly.
It was a gentle climax, but it was her first ever experience, and due to the climax, Esmeralda’s intimate area became even more moist.
“Sister. I’m going to put it in now.”
At the words spoken as he took off his robe, Esmeralda, who was surprised by her first climax, looked at him.
The moment she lowered her head to look at him, she revealed her underwear and exposed her erect penis. Seeing her face turn red upon seeing his penis, Esmeralda said,
“There, contraception…”
Since he never used condoms with his girlfriends, he hadn’t considered contraception. It was common practice to use condoms in sexual encounters. Suddenly, he realized how unconventional his sex life had been.
“I don’t have any…”
“Just wait a moment.”
Esmeralda opened the drawer beside the bed and took out two condoms. They were provided for guests at the accommodation, and finding them reassured her.
“There are two.”
“Would two be okay?”
He knew his stamina well. Although he might lack combat ability, he rarely lacked stamina during sex. He also had some idea of Esmeralda’s stamina.
Although he couldn’t guarantee how many times they would do it since it was her first time, if the fire caught, two condoms would likely be insufficient.
“…I saw some for sale at a store.”
Hearing her shyly say this made him laugh.
“What? Did you go to the store to check and come back?”
“If we’re alone here, then yes, or rather, it was just by chance!”
Whether or not this was the truth didn’t matter. Since it was impossible to interrupt the flow and go buy more condoms, he tore open one of the packages of condoms she had taken from the drawer.
“Is this how you use it?”
He checked the usage by unrolling the rolled-up condom.
Of course, he knew about the contraceptive tool called a condom and had learned its usage through sex education when he was young. However, having never used one before, it was natural that he found it unfamiliar.
“Do you not use them with your girlfriends?”
“No. We don’t use them.”
“What will you do if something big happens?”
“I’m aware, but…”
Not getting into the habit of using condoms during sex isn’t the only reason; it seems his girlfriends also don’t particularly like using them. Though he hasn’t directly asked, the fact that they’ve never mentioned using condoms suggests they don’t want to use them.
He has thought about whether this was right or wrong, but not forming the habit means it’s harder than he thought to make it happen.
“Stay still.”
Approaching him, Esmeralda took the condom from his hand and slowly put it on his erect penis.
“Let me do it? Thank you.”
He stroked her head gently as she laid down in front of him and put a condom on his penis. Even though he had treated her like a superior before, he felt it wasn’t too presumptuous given that she remained still.
After putting the condom on and lying down again, Esmeralda slowly spread her legs, revealing her moist intimate area.
“Gently. Got it?”
“I’ll try my best.”
Though he wasn’t confident, he planned to do it as gently as possible.
Looking at her spread legs waiting for him, he approached slowly and aligned his glans with her intimate area.
“Huuu.”
Esmeralda’s sister let out a coquettish moan, clearly tense.
Pushing his hips forward slowly, his glans entered her intimate area. As his penis slowly went inside, Esmeralda continued to moan.
“Huuu, Ughn. Eeet.”
When he felt he had entered halfway, he pushed his hips hard, thrusting deeply in one motion.
“Haang.”
Her high-pitched moan accompanied the tight grip of her vaginal walls, and he held her waist with his hands.
“It hurts.”
“Esmeralda. Does it hurt?”
At her words, he instinctively pulled back, but Esmeralda wrapped her legs around his waist, preventing him from pulling out.
“Don’t… Don’t pull out.”
With tears in her eyes, looking up at him, he couldn’t bring himself to pull out. Instead, he stayed still, frowning slightly as he watched her.
“When it feels better, let me know.”
“It’s okay. Ah, it doesn’t hurt.”
“Don’t pretend.”
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But Sister felt another weak climax as she bounced her waist once more.
“Ugh, haaugh….”
Having been trained by countless sexual encounters, I wanted to have sex with Sister even more, and turned my head to put on a condom again, but the two condoms I already had were all used up.
As I thought that this might be the end, I looked at Sister, and our eyes met just as she turned her gaze towards me.
Looking into Sister’s eyes made me laugh, and I got off the bed.
“If you look at me so desperately, I can’t just stay still.”
Sister also wanted me just as much. I wanted to say we should have sex without a condom, but saying it felt like I was forcing her to do it without one, so I decided to go to the store instead.
It’s true that having sex without a condom is better, but since Sister wants contraception, I can’t refuse.
I didn’t feel like the flow was interrupted, but I believed that once started, the flow could always be restarted at any time, even if it was interrupted in the middle.
“I’ll be right back. Just rest for a bit.”
“Yeah.”
“What should I bring back?”
“No, it’s okay.”
After kissing her forehead while she lay there staring at me, I left the room.
I went to the shop inside the accommodation and bought a pack of condoms. There were eight in the pack, so I thought it would be enough for tonight.
When I came back to the room and headed straight for the large room where Sister was, I saw her silhouette through the terrace beyond the living room and went to the terrace.
Although it was called a terrace, the railing was high, so you couldn’t see outside unless you stood up, and from the outside, you couldn’t see in at all.
Esmeralda was wearing a bathrobe draped over her shoulders and soaking her feet in the bathtub.
“What are you doing?”
She turned her head when I quietly approached and asked, holding a cigarette in her hand.
“Huh? I was just smoking for a moment.”
I sat down next to her without urging her to come in after putting away the bag containing the condoms, watching her smoke.
Seeing her clearly made her uncomfortable, so she looked at me.
“Why?”
“No reason. It’s just that seeing you smoke makes me think of the usual Captain Esmeralda.”
“What do you mean?”
Not understanding the meaning of my words, Esmeralda tilted her head.
“You were a completely different person in the bedroom earlier. Not like usual? You were incredibly wild.”
“……”
She didn’t answer. The look on her face and her silence suggested she was recalling the passionate sex we had just a moment ago.
“Your chest was incredibly soft too. It felt great when you squeezed me.”
Hearing this, Sister blushed and turned her head sharply to glare at me.
“Do you mean you’re sexually harassing your superior right now?”
“Is that what it sounds like? I’m sorry, Captain Esmeralda.”
When I responded politely, Sister turned her head away, avoiding my gaze.
“Just when we’re alone.”
“Yeah… But, Sister, are you okay?”
“With what?”
I had decided not to think too deeply about it, but there was one thing that bothered me.
“It’s just that I have five girlfriends.”
“So what’s the problem?”
“That’s what I thought.”
Seeing the look in her eyes that showed she didn’t understand, I realized that I had become much more familiar with Earth because of my relationships with my girlfriends. Seeing her reaction, which matched my original common sense, made me feel less bothered.
“Sister.”
“What now?”
Just as Sister was about to stare into the void again, I called out to her, and she turned her head. I kissed her lips.
After a short kiss, I frowned at her and said:
“You smell like cigarettes.”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t expect you to kiss me suddenly.”
“Do you want to do it again? Is it okay?”
“Alright. Let’s finish smoking and go back to the room.”
“No, I want to do it here.”
“Here?!”
I found it amusing to see Sister blush in surprise.
I took out a condom from the bag and immediately removed the robe I had put back on, revealing my erect penis to her.
“Put it on.”
When I held out the condom, Esmeralda opened her eyes wide and looked up at me.
“Did you always act so recklessly?”
“It’s because I’ve been living with girlfriends who like this kind of thing.”
“Alright. But are you really going to do it here? The room is right next to us.”
“I don’t have the patience to go to the room.”
“Alright.”
Sister extinguished the half-smoked cigarette, put on the condom I gave her, and blushed as she looked at me before kissing the condom-covered penis.
“Will we stop halfway and go to the room?”
“Alright.”
She spread her legs, showing her still wet vagina, and I approached, pushing my penis deep inside.
“Hnguh!”
She wrapped her legs around my waist, and I grabbed her buttocks with my hands.
While she wrapped her arms around my neck, I removed the robe hanging on her shoulder and sat down in the bathtub filled with hot spring water.
“Hnguh, this… This feels deeper than before. Ahhh.”
“Sister.”
I kissed her again. The smell of the cigarette she had been smoking a moment ago lingered, but it didn’t matter.
We kissed passionately as we moved our waists to feel each other in the bathtub.
I suggested we go to the room after a little more, but the excited me and Sister continued to intertwine in the bathroom.
“Guh, ah, ugh, aah. This position… It’s strange… Haaah, ahhh.”
After reaching climax once, I changed the condom and gripped her buttocks tightly, starting rough thrusting from behind.
“You’re beautiful even like this.”
“You… You keep saying that and want to continue… Haaah! Ah, aah, ah, uh, uh, nguh.”
When I praised her, she quickly softened and allowed me to do what I asked.
Realizing she had noticed, Sister tried to say something, but the rough thrusting silenced her.
“Guh, uh, uh, inside… You’re thrusting again. Guh, uh, ugh.”
“I’ll make it feel even better next time.”
Though I was trying to control my instincts as much as possible, I couldn’t move freely as much as I wanted. Thinking about how I would make her feel good with rougher play later excited me, and my thrusts became stronger.
“Guh, ah, ah. Ah, haaah. Ah.”
Controlling my instincts, I reached climax together with her, feeling the peak.
“This is embarrassing too.”
“Aren’t you glad we can look at each other directly?”
Leaning against the wall, Esmeralda slightly spread her legs and, standing, pushed her penis into her vagina while facing her.
“That’s why it’s embarrassing, huh! Hnguh!”
Despite being upright, Esmeralda was blocked by me and couldn’t go anywhere, wrapping her arms around my neck and moaning as she received the deep penetration.
“Uhn, hnguh, uh. Why are all the positions so deep? Hnguh.”
“It feels good that way.”
“Guh, ah, aah. Slowly… Move slowly. I want to keep feeling… Even a little movement, hnguh, uh, hnguh.”
While massaging Esmeralda’s breasts, I did not stop thrusting despite her request to go slower. No matter how slow I moved, she was excited just by feeling the penis moving inside her.
We kept having sex without stopping until we used up all the condoms I brought, filling the long-empty time between Esmeralda and me throughout the night.
