The organism cannot live in one state alone.
Though it seems like a complex matter, it simply means that one’s mental state cannot always be the same.
One cannot live in constant tension, nor can one always keep a light-hearted attitude.
A person’s state is always changing, and when one state ends, another will come.
When a single state lasts for a while, people usually try to change their state intentionally. This is often done through mood changes.
Recently, I’ve been in tense situations quite often, but I’m not a serious person who thinks deeply. I prefer living intuitively and taking simple actions rather than overthinking and considering various scenarios.
However, as mentioned before, a person cannot remain in the same state all the time.
Although I enjoy living without thinking too much and accepting things as they are, I can’t maintain this state forever.
When complicated things happen, I think more complexly, and when I need to be tense, I become tense.
Naturally, each moment eventually ends, and when it feels too long, I intentionally change my mood.
I’m telling you this because today, I don’t want to think about anything at all.
To briefly summarize recent events, after returning from the terrorist incident, I restarted the investigation on the hyper-human.
This led to embezzlement incidents, and by analyzing the data obtained during these incidents, we even conducted an operation to infiltrate the base. The operation was successful, and currently, there are no orders coming down from above.
That was the major event, and personally, there were incidents involving Luche and Siera.
I found out that Luche is Ati, and she was showing her emotions to me in a way that was hard to miss.
Siera and I had been acting awkwardly towards each other for a long time, and we realized this. While everything isn’t resolved, I have no idea what will happen moving forward.
Needless to say, the situation with the girlfriends and work is complicated.
I’ve maintained a state of tension for quite some time. If asked when it started, I’d say it began around the time I got closer to Yubin.
Before that, I had spent a lot of time in a relaxed state, so I felt it was time to get tense again.
And conversely, having maintained a state of tension for a long time, I felt a desire to relax.
“Grrraaa-!”
Yawning, I stretched and got up from bed.
Sunlight was seeping through the curtains, and I stared blankly at the gaps as I checked the time on my smartphone.
It was 9 AM. Though I woke up later than usual, it seemed no one else had woken up yet since the outside was quiet.
I threw off the blanket covering me, put on slippers, and left the room.
Passing through the hallway, I saw the familiar living room scene and spotted Hayang cooking in the kitchen.
Despite her keen senses, she hadn’t noticed me standing at the entrance of the living room, seemingly relaxing at home.
Silently watching her, I suddenly remembered what she had said to me yesterday.
“Are you really okay?”
Her permission to proceed without hesitation made me want to give it a try, and today I decided to stop thinking about it. I slowly approached her.
The sound of slippers dragging on the floor echoed loudly in the quiet living room, and Hayang turned her head at the approaching presence.
“Woke up?”
“Yeah.”
I stood behind her in the kitchen just as she placed the rice pot on the stove and embraced her waist.
“You look sleepy. Are you okay?”
“I haven’t fully woken up yet; I feel a bit dazed.”
I hadn’t washed my face or gone to the living room immediately after waking up, so I didn’t feel like my body was relaxed. It felt like a moment of daze, similar to usual, until I released the hug and sat back down.
As I turned to see what she was doing, I caught a glimpse of her large buttocks wrapped in white underwear as she lifted her long skirt.
“Honey?”
Ignoring her voice, I brought my face close to her large buttocks and gently pulled down her panties.
“Huuu!”
Hayang, startled, felt my tongue licking her genitals, and I teased her soft flesh.
“Ahh, Ugh.”
Hayang did not resist or question my actions. She simply accepted what I was doing and continued preparing the dishes.
“Ohh, Ahh. Huu.”
As I licked her genitals intensely, she gradually became wet, and I admired her glistening labia with my lips.
Her trembling inner flesh seemed to await my next move, and as I inserted a finger, feeling good, her labia tightened around my finger.
“Haaaah.”
A moan escaped, and stimulated by her voice, I moved my finger slightly.
“Huuu. Huhhh.”
She spread her legs wider, making it easier for me to move, and with each small movement, I increased the speed of my fingers.
Standing at the sink, as I continuously prodded her genitals with my fingers, more vaginal fluid flowed out, soaking my hand. Her moans, accompanied by hot breath, seemed to echo in my ears.
“Haaah. Ah, Ah. Ahh.”
Vaginal fluid kept flowing, and as the pace quickened, a sticky and lewd friction sound emerged.
“Huuu, Huu, Ahhh!”
Surprisingly, Hayang reached climax quickly due to the sudden morning lovemaking. Her walls tightened around my finger, and the secreted vaginal fluid dripped down her thighs and onto my arm.
“Huu, Haaa…”
After experiencing a gentle climax, Hayang paused her dishwashing, breathing heavily.
As I withdrew my finger, her inner flesh trembled more than before.
Though it was a slight climax, her reaction did not stop my actions.
I stood up, took off my pajama pants, revealing my erect penis, and Hayang, noticing the rustling sound, held her raised skirt with her hand, subtly offering her buttocks to me.
Unable to bear watching Hayang’s eager expression, I squeezed her buttocks tightly enough for flesh to bulge between my fingers.
“Huuu.”
Aware of my next move, Hayang moaned in anticipation, and with her buttocks firmly grasped, she slowly pressed her hips to align my glans with her wet labia.
“Ahh, Huu, Haaaah.”
My large penis entered her quickly.
I intended to align the glans and insert slowly, but the urge to thrust deeply overcame me, and I pushed my hips forcefully, inserting deeply.
Hayang let out a high-pitched moan as her walls tightened around the deep penetration.
Though she had just experienced a mild climax, the sudden deep penetration made her reach another peak.
“Did you feel it again?”
“Yes, you suddenly thrust in… Huuu.”
Leaving her buttocks, I slipped my hand into her apron and squeezed her breasts.
Not wearing a bra, I could feel her hardened nipples through her thin t-shirt.
“You don’t mind, right?”
“Yes, actually, it feels good, Haaaah.”
Her face flushed, openly expressing her current feelings, which was endearing.
I grabbed her erect nipple through her clothes and started teasing it.
Hayang continued moaning and shaking uncontrollably as I moved my penis deeply inside her.
“Haaaah, Ah, Ah, Huuu.”
Neither of us expected to be having sex in the morning, and as her body heated up, touching her nipples caused milk to start flowing.
Every time I squeezed her breasts and moved my hips, a little milk leaked, dampening her t-shirt and apron.
“Yesterday, I said you could do it without saying anything. Are you doing it today? Aaah.”
“Since you said that, I have to take responsibility.”
“Alright. If you want, go ahead. Hii, Huu, Huhhhh!”
With a flushed face and a lascivious expression, I grabbed her nipple, eliciting a louder moan.
“Huu, Aaah. Ah, Ah. Honey. Hng, Aaah.”
Simultaneously, I began a vigorous thrusting motion, plunging into her thoroughly prepared labia.
Her walls tightened around my large penis as if welcoming it, and she moved her hips gently, wanting more of the back-and-forth motion.
Though she was the smallest among the girlfriends, she exuded a confidence that rivaled anyone else.
“Honey. Hng, Aaah. Give me more, harder. Haaaah.”
“Without warning, you feel this much. Were you that eager for sex?”
“Yes. Ah, Ah, Hng. It’s been a while. Haaaah.”
As Hayang said, we hadn’t been intimate with the girlfriends recently.
Due to many busy days, we postponed intense intimacy, and the longer the busy period lasted, the longer the periods without sex.
As a result, we went from having sex daily to feeling a slight dissatisfaction. This applied not only to Hayang but possibly to the other girlfriends as well.
“How did you feel when I licked your genitals?”
“Haaa. Aaah. Happy. Thinking about you hugging me in the morning excited me, and I wanted to be hugged soon. Aaah!”
As Hayang spoke, the thrusting became faster and rougher, and every time my hips collided with her buttocks, a squelching sound was heard.
Massaging her chest above her clothes, I felt my hands getting wet from the continuous flow of milk.
“If you wanted to do it, why didn’t you say so?”
“Because you’ve been busy. Aaah, Ah. Haaaah.”
Like me, Hayang had been suppressing her desires due to my condition.
Unable to contain her excitement, Hayang let out a hot breath, revealing her aroused state.
Every time I pleasured her with my penis, more vaginal fluid flowed out.
The fluid ran down her legs and formed small puddles on the floor.
To receive my penis more comfortably, Hayang straightened her hips and leaned forward, holding the sink to avoid falling.
Gradually, our bodies heated up, and nothing else mattered except the act of sex.
The sound of the door opening was heard.
Continuing the thrusting, I turned my head and saw SuA entering the kitchen, staring at the scene of me and Hayang having sex.
“Yellow. Huu, Aaaah, Aaah.”
“Woke up?”
“Yeah. Did it from morning?”
“She seduced me.”
“No, it was you who started first, Aaaah!”
Without any concern, I continued talking to SuA as I didn’t stop thrusting.
Perhaps feeling embarrassed or excited, Hayang’s genitals clenched my penis more pleasurably than before.
Every time my glans stimulated her deep inside, erotic moans escaped, and SuA watched silently.
“Is that so?”
Then, as if it wasn’t a big deal, she headed toward the living room.
Sitting on the sofa, she started playing a game and no longer paid attention to us.
“Huu, Huu, Ah, Aaah. Good. Honey. Feeling so good that I can’t… Aaaah!”
Reaching a climax after prolonged thrusting, Hayang tightened her walls intensely.
Holding her large breasts and pressing my hips firmly, I relieved my accumulated desire inside her.
After a long-awaited internal ejaculation, I didn’t want to pull out.
The climax lasted for quite some time, and every time I felt the peak, I experienced a shallow climax as semen surged in.
After the climax, I pulled out my penis from her genitals, and the accumulated semen and vaginal fluid flowed out in a steady stream.
Bent over, legs spread, trying to stay upright, Hayang was trembling, and the sight of semen dripping from her genitals was extremely lewd.
“Honey. You did well.”
To give her a break, I sat her down on the floor despite her trying to stand.
Having sex had excited me significantly, and my flushed face showed no signs of cooling down. As she felt the afterglow of climax, I kissed her.
“Mm. Thank you.”
Just as I thought about cleaning up, another thought covered it, and after a moment of hesitation, I cautiously asked Hayang.
“Can I go see SuA?”
Though it might seem selfish to leave immediately after sex, Hayang smiled and nodded eagerly.
“Thank you.”
Kissing her again, I walked over to the sofa where SuA was sitting and playing a game without even putting on her pants.
“…”
SuA glanced at me, still engrossed in the game.
My penis, stained with Hayang’s vaginal fluid and my semen, didn’t interest her, and she redirected her gaze back to the TV.
Though I expected she wouldn’t react, I couldn’t shake the doubt of whether disturbing her game was appropriate.
Worried about upsetting her, I could only confirm by direct action.
Sadly, today I had abandoned thoughts and sat in front of SuA, who was wearing a large t-shirt that reached her thighs, clearly my own pajama top.
Ignoring me, she played the game, and when I lifted her shirt to reveal her large dolphin shorts, I noticed they were slightly damp.
Still not looking at me, she blushed slightly, as if caught off guard.
Judging it safe, I lifted her shirt again and reached for her dolphin shorts, removing them.
