Chapter 145

EP.145 Destroy It #2

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Returning to her home, Dr. Jennifer Cash placed her hand on her chest and let out a long sigh.

“Haah…”

She had just spent a time that made her feel like she truly understood what ecstasy was.

Even after sex, the thought of Song Jihyuk’s impressive manhood wouldn’t leave her mind.

Most people would need at least a few hours of rest after doing it once… but Jihyuk’s penis would get erect again in less than ten minutes, and because of that, they barely slept and just kept having sex for two days straight in the hotel.

She didn’t know how many times she lost consciousness. Moreover, even in that state, she found it absurd that she could still feel pleasure and squirt repeatedly.

She had exploded the desires she had been holding back for so long. What would Jihyuk think of her, who had gone crazy for his penis like that?

Would he think of her as a slut? She really hoped he wouldn’t think that way.

Anyway, the sex with Jihyuk was completely different from what she had with her husband.

The length, the girth, the skill—there was no comparison.

But that didn’t make her feel like her husband was pathetic.

In fact, she missed him even more.

She wished he could come back to life and have the kind of sex she had with Jihyuk.

‘Stop thinking about it… stop it!’

Shaking her head vigorously, Dr. Cash pushed away the sadness that was creeping in and entered her bedroom, dumping a bunch of cosmetics onto the bed.

After parting ways with Jihyuk, she had stopped by a department store and practically swept through every cosmetics counter from various brands.

At the time, it was an impulsive decision. She just wanted to feel like she was in her prime again, like when she was younger.

But now it was different. She was consumed by the desire to look good for Jihyuk.

She wanted to become prettier for him, who loved someone like her, an older woman.

‘He said to start with toner, right…? This one looks the same…’

She still does her makeup now.

But as times change, so do makeup techniques.

The makeup techniques she knows now are clearly outdated.

After pondering the explanations from the department store staff, Dr. Cash washed her face and sat at her vanity, looking in the mirror.

“Am I… pretty…?”

Jihyuk had said she was pretty, but to her, it didn’t seem that way.

Her glasses looked old-fashioned… and her skin seemed a bit dry.

Once she started finding flaws, they just kept piling up, and in the end, she didn’t like anything about herself.

But still… Jihyuk liked her like this. That made her so happy.

Seeing the kiss mark Jihyuk had left, she smiled faintly and unwrapped the toner and cotton pads she had bought, examining them closely.

As she diligently read the product manual, she suddenly felt a wave of self-loathing and let out a laugh filled with regret.

“What am I even doing…”

Here she was, almost in her 40s, trying to keep up with the young people…

Shaking her head, Dr. Cash got up from the vanity and went to sit at her computer desk.

She turned on the computer, dragged the innocent desktop wallpaper around, and then went online to browse clothing shopping sites.

After adding clothes that she thought would suit her to the cart and placing an order, she went to a popular video platform and searched for basic makeup tutorials.

Finding the most recent video with the highest views, Dr. Cash clicked on it and, completely forgetting the self-loathing she had just felt, laid out toner, serum, essence, and oil on the desk in front of her.

[Hello? Today we’ll be…]

As she got lost in the explanation of the pretty, young woman, Dr. Cash thought that this makeup method didn’t suit her at all.

It’s normal for makeup techniques to vary depending on the product, but she had just blindly followed the video because of its high views.

It was laughable. She realized she had never really cared much about makeup before.

She decided she would make time to visit a makeup shop. She would learn from a professional.

With that thought, Dr. Cash turned off the computer and lay down on the bed.

Her lower abdomen was throbbing. The pain from having too much intense sex.

Even this was a significant improvement.

On the car ride back from Sokcho to Seoul, it had hurt like crazy.

-I’m sorry, noona. Let’s at least get some painkillers before we go in.-

Remembering Jihyuk’s soft and warm words, Dr. Cash felt the pain turn into pleasure and, without realizing it, moved her hand downward.

It felt like her insides had taken the shape of Jihyuk’s penis.

Thinking about the moment his thick penis entered her, her panties were getting wetter and wetter.

It was as if the love she had for her husband, clinging to the walls of her vagina, was being scraped away and replaced by Jihyuk’s.

Just thinking about it was enough… She must have been too pent up until now.

Being alone in the quiet bedroom made her feel lonely.

No matter how hard she tried not to think about it, Edward came to mind.

Turning her head, Dr. Cash stared at her wedding photo with Edward, then got up from the bed, opened the closet door, and took out an album.

Brushing off the dust that had accumulated on the album, she opened it to see photos of happy memories with her husband.

Tears welled up on their own. She had tried not to think about it earlier, but today her emotions were particularly sensitive.

She couldn’t stop the tears from flowing.

She felt so sorry for Edward.

Even though she still held him deep in her heart, she had spread her legs for Jihyuk and even started moving her hips herself in the latter half…

At the time, she had completely forgotten about her husband and thought of Jihyuk as her lover.

Those two days had been so sweet.

‘Am I going crazy…? I must be losing it…’

Seeing how her emotions were swinging back and forth, it seemed like she was on the verge of losing her mind.

As she thought about Edward, Jihyuk’s face suddenly overlapped with her husband’s, and her cheeks flushed.

For some reason, she even imagined Jihyuk’s body replacing her husband’s.

“Ahh…♡”

It was so vivid.

Jihyuk’s handsome face and body, drenched in sweat, and the penis that had made her cum dozens of times, filling her with his scorching hot semen.

-♬♪♬♪♬♪

“Gasp!”

While lost in her lewd thoughts, Dr. Cash was startled by the sound of her phone ringing.

She quickly closed the album, lay down on the bed, and checked her phone.

The caller was Jihyuk.

He must have arrived home. Dr. Cash immediately answered the call.

“Yes, Jihyuk.”

-Were you resting well?

“Just… I was about to go to sleep. I’m sleepy…”

-Oh? That’s a shame.

A shame? Why would he say that?

Dr. Cash’s heart grew anxious.

“What do you mean, a shame?”

-Nothing. Get some rest.

“Why is it a shame? Tell me.”

Unaware that she was showing a bit of obsession, Dr. Cash pressed Jihyuk for an answer.

-I thought about bringing you some porridge.

“Porridge…? Why porridge all of a sudden?”

-Just… I felt bad seeing you in so much pain in the car. It was hard to watch.

At those words, a spring breeze seemed to blow through Dr. Cash’s heart.

Without realizing it, she smiled widely and said,

“I didn’t have my phone on silent… the ringtone woke me up. We can meet.”

-But you should sleep. If you push yourself, it’ll just hurt more.

It seemed like he didn’t catch her indirect suggestion to meet.

Well, let’s not meet. I can see Jihyuk anytime.

“No. I’ll come out. I’ve never had porridge before… I want to try it now.”

-Really? Then let’s meet at the lab in 30 minutes?

“Okay, got it.”

-Okay. I’ll hang up then?

“W-wait! Jihyuk!”

-Yes?

“Did Sehwa… say anything? I wasn’t home for two days.”

-I didn’t see her today. Sehwa’s out drinking with her college friends right now. And I already made an excuse that I was busy with work, so don’t worry too much.

Even though her boyfriend came back after two days, she’s out drinking?

She wanted to scold her a bit.

At the same time, she felt a strange emotion.

It felt good that Jihyuk was prioritizing her over Sehwa, but it also felt awkward.

“Okay…”

-I’ll head out now. See you soon.

“Okay.”

Dr. Cash waited until Jihyuk hung up.

As soon as she heard the beep signaling the end of the call, she threw her phone on the bed and rushed to the bathroom.

Then,

Thud!

The precious photo frame of her husband fell to the floor.

She had bumped into the nightstand while getting out of bed.

Startled, Dr. Cash froze.

Normally, she would have checked the frame first.

But a desire to go to the bathroom before anything else surged from a corner of her heart.

For a moment, she stood there awkwardly, unsure of what to do, then rolled her eyes and went back to check the frame.

“Phew…”

The frame was fine, with no cracks.

Letting out a sigh of relief, Dr. Cash placed the frame back on the nightstand and headed to the bathroom.

She quickly took off her clothes and turned on the shower, burying the inappropriate thoughts she had just had deep in her heart.

Then she thought about Sehwa, Jihyuk’s girlfriend.

Sehwa’s body was perfect—everything in the right place.

Unlike her own body, which was overly exaggerated in some areas, Sehwa had a fantastic figure.

And her face? It was small and perfectly proportioned, with delicate features.

“What is this…”

Looking at her own chest, stomach, thighs, and butt, Dr. Cash sighed.

Even if she couldn’t have a body like Sehwa’s, she at least wanted to exude a healthy vibe.

She vowed to start exercising tomorrow, unaware that she was feeling jealous of Sehwa as she took her shower.

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When I arrived at the lab, I chuckled as Dr. Cash rushed in, breathing heavily.

She must have been in a hurry to see me. Good sign.

But I didn’t like her outfit.

Had she lost confidence in her body? The baggy T-shirt and shorts looked a bit sloppy.

But it’s fine. I can dress her up my way later.

“Oh, when did you get here?”

Dr. Cash asked, looking at the clock on the lab wall.

I smiled and answered,

“Five minutes ago. Sit down.”

“Ah, okay.”

Sitting at the small table, Dr. Cash looked at the steaming abalone porridge and asked,

“Is this… abalone porridge?”

“You said you’ve never had porridge before, but you know what abalone porridge looks like?”

“Well… I knew what color abalone porridge is… Can I just eat it? With a spoon?”

“Yep. It’s hot, so let it cool a bit.”

“Aren’t you eating? If you only bought one, let’s share.”

I just smiled in response.

Blushing, Dr. Cash lowered her eyes and picked up the spoon.

She scooped some porridge, blew on it, and then put it in her mouth, chewing carefully.

After thoroughly chewing and swallowing, her face brightened.

“It’s delicious…”

“Glad to hear it.”

“You should try it too. It’s really good.”

“It’s fine. Has Polymerus arrived yet?”

“Not yet. He’ll probably come tomorrow or the day after.”

“Really? That’s good.”

“Good…? We need him to make the device…”

It was amusing how she pretended not to understand what I was saying.

I pulled a wheeled chair over to Dr. Cash’s side and gently rubbed the back of her neck as she started eating, keeping an eye on me.

“Hey… I’m eating… Don’t you know this is distracting?”

Dr. Cash scolded.

I smirked and asked,

“Does rubbing your neck distract you? It’s just a simple expression of affection.”

“You do it at the worst times…”

“How’s your lower abdomen? Still hurting?”

“A, a little… But it’s much better.”

“Really?”

I subtly moved my hand down and started pressing on Dr. Cash’s back.

As I pressed along her spine and down to her lower back, she eventually put down the spoon and shivered.

“Song Jihyuk… stop it.”

She tried to sound cold, but her trembling voice betrayed her.

Ignoring her warning, I moved my hand further down.

Then Dr. Cash slightly lifted her hips, making it easier for my hand to reach.

An instinctive move. I smirked and teased,

“You said to stop?”

“…..”

She glared at me, her lips tightly sealed.

I continued to massage her buttocks while slipping my other hand into her pants, gently pressing on her panties.

“Hng…!”

As I started caressing her pussy, Dr. Cash’s hips twitched.

She struggled to speak.

“I’m still sore…”

“Don’t worry. I’m not going to do it today. Just helping you relax.”

A hint of disappointment flashed in Dr. Cash’s eyes.

No matter what, her desire for sex was still strong.

Once the crack had formed, it was breaking fast.

But I only planned to tease her today. She could go home and masturbate if she wanted.

“That’s good. If we had done it today…”

Dr. Cash tried to act tough, not knowing the topic.

I pressed her clit with two fingers.

“Ahh…♡”

“What if we had?”

“Nothing, nothing… I just… almost got tired…”

“Really?”

“Yeah… Haa…”

Seeing Dr. Cash already starting to sweat, I couldn’t help but laugh.

I gestured for her to keep eating the porridge while I continued to tease her.

The lab felt like it was filled with a lewd atmosphere.

Dr. Cash was starting to show signs of obsession with me, even if just a little.

I needed to break her mind completely, without any malicious intent, so that she would cling to me, crying and begging, even to the point of threatening suicide if I left her.

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