Chapter 102

Saaa—

The stream of water pouring from above gently washes away the dust settled on my head.

The warmth of the water envelops my entire body, gifting me a cozy and comfortable sense of relief.

“Is the water temperature okay?”

“…Yes.”

“Then, I’ll just wash your hair.”

Viviana, like me, was bare except for a bath towel wrapped around her.

The long towel draped down covered her private parts, but glimpses of her firm, smooth skin kept catching my eye.

“Um, Viviana… when can I use the bathroom…?”

Every time her defined abs and subtle muscles came into view, strange physiological signals seemed to grow stronger.

But as if unaware of my discomfort, Viviana simply smiled faintly and carefully stroked my wet hair.

“After I wash your hair.”

…I can’t hold it anymore.

Though I felt a bit hurt that Viviana didn’t notice my feelings, I nodded silently, biting my lip.

Viviana scooped up some jasmine-scented soap, lathered it gently, added a few drops of scalp oil, and slowly raised her hands to my head.

Her long, slender fingers softly combed through my hair.

Slowly and gently, her fingers began to move.

The sound of bubbles fizzing in my head tickled my ears, bringing a strange sense of satisfaction.

The subtle scent of jasmine blended with the floral aroma of the oil, creating a rich and deep fragrance.

The sound of soap bubbles soothed my mind, and every time Viviana massaged my scalp with her fingertips, a lazy comfort spread through my body.

As she continued to wash my hair, Viviana whispered softly near my ear.

“Does it still itch anywhere?”

My lower abdomen.

“…No.”

“Then I’ll rinse it.”

Just as she had lathered, Viviana began rinsing my hair strand by strand with care.

Her touch was so skilled and delicate that I almost relaxed my waist without realizing it.

“I’ll wash your body while bathing. You’ve been through a lot, holding it in must have been tough.”

Her words brought a sense of relief.

Finally, she’ll take me to the bathroom, I thought, but her next action was unexpected.

“But Tina, I don’t think you need to go to the bathroom.”

“…Huh?”

Viviana reached up and adjusted the valve.

The warm stream of water that had been flowing over my shoulders now began to fall toward my abdomen.

“Eek…”

Though the towel covered me, preventing direct skin contact, the stimulation from the heavy towel around my waist made my legs tingle.

“Can’t you just do it here?”

“W-what do you mean…?”

“Even if you go to the bathroom, I’ll follow you. Might as well take care of it here. You can wash right away.”

“B-but that’s…!”

Thinking over Viviana’s words, there was nothing wrong with them.

The bathroom floor had a drain, and clean water kept flowing from the valve above, so I could wash anytime.

But isn’t it common sense and basic etiquette to use the bathroom? Not doing so felt like losing my dignity as a human.

“I-I don’t want to. It’s too ugly—”

“It’s not ugly, Tina.”

Her low, soft voice whispered into my ear, as if consuming me.

Then Viviana wrapped her arms around my waist and pulled me into her embrace.

“Eek?!”

Her firm forearm pressed against my lower abdomen. A wave of intense sensation surged through my body, and for a brief moment, my waist went limp.

“Ah…!”

Splish—

My waist twitched in a spasm, and a faint stream of shameful liquid trickled out.

“Ugh, ah…”

My face burned with the realization that I had wet myself.

The overwhelming shame and self-loathing quickly turned into resentment toward Viviana. I sharply opened my eyes and glared at her.

“V-Viviana… I told you not to press my lower abdomen…!”

“You’re not ugly at all, Tina.”

“Huh?”

What returned was an unexpectedly calm and serious gaze. Staring blankly at her, I soon realized our position was quite awkward.

I was sitting with my back to Viviana, and she was hugging my waist with both hands. It was a back-hug pose, something you’d expect between lovers.

Viviana’s soft chest and firm abs pressed against my back.

‘So firm…’

Despite her slender frame, how did she have such toned muscles?

As Viviana’s subtle muscles touched my skin, my face grew hotter.

I lowered my flushed face, but Viviana gently cupped my cheek and turned my head to the side.

“Tina, look at me.”

Her amethyst eyes met mine at a breath’s distance. The faintly glowing eyes were so beautiful that I lost myself in them.

“No matter what you do, even if you think it’s disgraceful, I’ll always be by your side.”

“Uh…?”

“I won’t let you die in front of me again. Never.”

Her voice was unwavering. Her gaze was too sincere to be a lie.

Her eyes, filled with determination and strong will, were entirely different from Lillian’s obsessive gaze.

Looking into those eyes, my heart started racing wildly. It felt like my entire body was reacting to her words.

“So don’t worry about me, just relax. Tina.”

“W-wait, you’re too close—…!”

I tried to pull back in surprise, but I was already firmly trapped in her embrace.

Viviana’s arm tightly wrapped around my waist, while her other hand pressed deeply into my lower abdomen.

“Ahh?!”

Splish—

A warm stream of water trickled down my leg and slowly fell to the floor.

Gulp—

“Eek?!”

Splish—

It must be bathwater.

What’s flowing down between my legs must be the bathwater pouring from above.

“V-Viviana…!”

“Yes, Tina.”

“T-there… stop…!”

“You’re holding it in. You don’t need to hold back in front of me.”

Gulp— gulp—

“Ah, eek…! Ah…! W-wait…!”

Viviana’s firm hand pressed and kneaded my abdomen like it was playdough.

I tried to grab her wrist with both hands and pull it away.

But her hand, with strength incomparable to Lillian’s, didn’t budge an inch.

“Ah… ugh, eek—! N-no—!”

Splish— splish—

Under Viviana’s predator-like touch, my waist convulsed helplessly.

Like pressing a button. Every time Viviana’s palm pressed my lower abdomen, a clear stream of water trickled down my thigh.

‘It must be bathwater… definitely, bathwater…!’

The bath towel covering my body meant I could only see the towel soaked with water.

Desperate to deny the situation, I tried to console myself that the warm water splashing on the bathroom floor was from the shower.

But as the stream flowed, the undeniable reality that the pressure in my lower abdomen was gradually easing became impossible to ignore.

The overwhelming shame. My face burned so hot it felt like it might explode.

“Ah, ugh… haah, w-wait… ah…!”

When I wet myself in front of Lillian, it wasn’t this shameful. But the shame I felt now in Viviana’s arms was unbearable.

Why. What’s different now that makes it so shameful?

It didn’t take long to realize the reason.

“V… Viviana… k-kiss…”

The desperate voice that escaped my lips. It was something even I didn’t expect to say.

Viviana froze. Her amethyst eyes shook as she looked at me.

“Huh…?”

A dazed voice slipped from her lips. Unable to meet her gaze, I lowered my head.

“K-kiss me…”

My trembling voice melted into the air.

“…What?”

Her questioning voice was low and cautious.

The difference between then and now was just one thing. Lillian had kissed me.

While pressing my lower abdomen with violent hands, she had also tenderly explored my mouth with her tongue.

Only now did I realize how that intense contact had masked my precarious emotions.

How laughable. In that kiss filled with deep obsession and desire, I had found relief from my shame.

And eventually, I had let go completely, leaning into her and relaxing my waist.

Whenever she whispered “I love you” in my ear, I couldn’t help but think, ‘Maybe it’s okay?’

But Viviana… left my lips untouched.

Viviana only cared about my bursting lower abdomen.

That’s why the stream flowing down the floor was so vividly clear to me.

The shame doubled, clouding my mind, and I wanted to bite my tongue to escape this humiliation.

That’s why.

Because it was unbearable, too shameful.

So…

“W-won’t you kiss me…? L-Lillian did…”

“W-what…? Huh…?”

Unable to bear the shame, I pleaded desperately, but all I got was a bewildered response.

So flustered, Viviana’s hand pressing my lower abdomen had stopped.

Viviana just stared at me with trembling eyes.

That gaze shattered my self-esteem.

‘…I want to die.’

Self-loathing welled up, tears forming at the corners of my eyes, but I tried to smile and act as if nothing was wrong.

“Y-you don’t like it, right? S-someone who can’t even control their bladder… you couldn’t possibly like.”

“…”

I wanted to speak calmly, but my voice came out weak and pathetic.

Yeah, of course.

A person who can’t even control their bodily functions.

Totally the worst.

Someone like this deserves nothing but disgust and contempt.

“F-forget what I said, just, eek?!”

Viviana suddenly leaned in and covered my lips.

“Eek…! Ugh…!”

Viviana’s lips parted mine, and her tongue invaded the defenseless space.

Slurp— slurp—

A lewd, wet sound spread around.

Her tongue wrapped around mine, mixing our saliva.

“Ah, ugh… eek… Viviana…”

Clumsy.

As expected from a woman who only knew the sword.

Unlike Lillian, Viviana’s kiss was awkward and clumsy.

But strangely, that clumsy kiss made my heart race even faster.

Gulp—!

As our saliva mixed in the clumsy kiss, Viviana’s hand pressed deeply into my lower abdomen again.

My waist convulsed violently, and as the water flowed, my body felt lighter.

But unlike before, I could rely on Viviana’s tongue to lessen the shame.

“Ah, ugh, haah, -ah…!”

Unlike before when I wanted to die, I could now rely on her tongue to ease the shame.

I reached my hands around her neck and pressed my lips harder against Viviana’s.

Slurp— slurp— slurp—

“Ah, eek, ugh… V-Viviana…!”

My waist slowly relaxed.

My entire body clearly signaled that the limit was near.

“…I love you, Tina.”

“Ah, eek…!!”

Instinctively, I tightly closed my eyes, blocking my vision.

My body, weakened by the sloppy kiss, completely lost strength in my legs as Viviana whispered her love.

And the punishment came immediately.

Splish—

A hot stream of water flowed in multiple directions between my legs.

“Ah, ugh, n-no… haah, V-Viviana…”

Unable to bear the shame, I had no choice but to rely even more on Viviana’s kiss with my eyes closed.

And so, for a while, only the sound of our mixed saliva filled the bathroom.

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